I can not decide...

This night (and yesterdays evening) I've been thinking about a future cosplay that I wanted to do. But then I thought; Do I REALLY want to do this one? (since it's expensive as HELL to cosplay in a good way I want to be 100% sure what I want).

So.. Well, I'll spread it now; My original thought was Riku from Phantasmagoria in his clothes from "Lost in thought... PV". Now I have a whole damn list of other cosplays.. Should I just stick to the first idea? No.. I kind of like another pretty damn badly, but I'm afraid I'm way to fat to pull that one off. But well Riku shows his stomach so does it really matter which stomach-shower I choose?

Okay I think that the three I'm thinking about is much work so I can not just take the easiest one (none of them are easy to make). Omg, I don't knoooooow what to do and I miss my chinaman really badly.. Now I'm off to bed (will probably cry and all that shit because nothing is good at this moment (China y u so far away?!)).

The Blossoming Beelzebub

くちづけ

Well hello there.. I drawed this and wanted to show something. Sorry that the quality was eaten when I took a photo of the drawing. But yeah, it's Atsushi Sakurai from BUCK-TICK (but it doesn't really look exactly like him because I suck..).

Soon I'll go to training for the first time in weeks..

Why so serious folkis?

I'm sitting in school chillin at the history lesson with old man Sweeney now.

Snape meets...

After Cilla have ruined that warm and cosy moment when Voldemort hugs Draco. I decided to show you guys how wonderful little Snape is doing the right thing to do.. After all, that singing person is against abortion, and he thinks that even rapes happens for a reason.. Yes, you can now tell how retarded that boy is.. Ah, well done Snapie <3

Roadtrip!

Well hello there!
Today me and my mother (yes I hang out with my mother) went on a little roadtrip to Norway and back to Sweden because we (I) had a big fucking craving for new clothes and uhm New Yorker. Therefore we sat our sweet little butts in the car and drove away, I found some nice stuff.. No, I found a lot of nice stuff, but didn't buy all of it (well duuuh, I must have something to buy the next time!). Oh and I really needed something like this, to do something with my mother because I think about him way to much.

And congratulations to me, the night between friday and saturday was the first night I didn't cry since the night between last saturday and sunday. Omg, feels nice, think I will cry later today though.. Because yes, I miss him.. At least I have my wonderful mother and some new clothes to cheer myself up with... Oh, and some pick and mix (sweets (candy) if you didn't know).

Now I'll chill the fuck out here with my unhealthy bag of sweets and watch some cool drama (Oh, reminds me of the film I bought today (Bunraku!!!!!!!1one11)).

P E A C E  O U T !

I am missing you

As the title says..

And also I skipped training today too (feel to sorry about myself) so I stayed home and uhm.. cried and now I'm painting my fingernails in some kind of greyish-poopycoloured colour.. Very nice.. Also I'm thinking about throwing in some blue in my hair tomorrow because.. I have nothing better to do and my hair is really boring and..

Oh, wait, soon there is time for some liberty from school! Really nice, but I have to do something. Want to meet awesome people and uh.. Want to meet "far, far away" again and also other people (look at my links on the side, good examples of who I want to meet).

Now I'll paint my nails a little more, see you another time!