I hate my life..

..And I want to die.

Baby I was born this way!

Swedes born this way?

Swede = rot crop

Swede = swedish person
Born this way = lady gaga

omg, I'm hilarious and my photoshopskills are fabulous! 

I'm tired.

Today I went with my class and three other classes from my school to Gotham City. Some "Knowledge fair" (don't know what to call it actually) where Universities and Colleges tried to inform future students about themselves. Got a lot of information and it feels good and I guess I'll read some of it, but we'll go to the same fair next year so I have time to decide..

Oh, and also we were at an exhibition called Destination X on the Museum of Worlds Culture or something like that. It was nice since I like exhibitions and all that stuff.

One thing that wasn't that great today was the bus that got delayed and therefore I couldn't speak with my bf, which sucked damn hard, tbh... Tomorrow I can't talk with him either because my class will have a party that I feel that I must attend to (don't want to!). Enough of all this whining, see you!

P E A C E  O U T !

I'm getting thin! 42kg!

Herpderp picture! However I don't know anything about the red thing next to my eyebrow in this picture, because the red thing doesn't exist in real life, lol? With this picture I wanted to show you how bored I am and how fluffy my hair is for some reason, I mean.. It should hang flat because of the weather, it's cold and humid outside.. It should be haning flat with ugly waves (my hair has waves, but these look kind of good because I had the power over them (created them with some kind of heating-tool, lol)).
Oh and one more thing about this picture that I noticed now! The white thing under my nose is NOT mucus (oh that word!), it's my piercing... And where the hell am I staring in this picture?! I'm so not looking good in this one, but w/e, I kind of liked the naked truth (want to insert lol here again, but I won't just to surprise you all a little).
Also I have no makeup.. Just kidding! My brows are filled in because they're invisible otherwise and I hate invisible eyebrows (on me, other might look good in it). However I'm starting a period of starvation now so that I'll look good and so that I'm thin (because somehow it's forbidden in this world to be soft/fat/chubby.. and because I want to be even more perfect than I already am, HELL YEAH!)).

Now.. Enough of jokes, as we all know I'll probably buy some unhealthy stuff tomorrow because I forgot to buy healthy stuff for lunch (that I should've had with me tomorrow to school...).. No jkjkjk, Starvation is the way to go (although I heared that grape is good for something digestive-related and coffee makes you shit so.. I guess I have to learn drink coffee and to combine it with grape (must taste awful together though)).

NOOO, this is going somewhere again.. I was about to finish this update soooo.. Well, see you some day (and don't take this to serious, okay?).

P E A C E  O U T !

Oh vad är det här för film?

"Ah, tro, hopp och besvikelse"

What's up people?

Just a small comeback or something. I like blogging I guess, even if I barely have any readers, haha! So.. Tomorrow it's time for school again and I don't want to... But I have to. I have to study and work hard to become something (I'd like) in life.

However I'm still not happy and I still feel as if there's a black cloud around me, that I can't see trough, not even a glimse of sunshine is reaching me. Also I'm sick and tired of someone, for real, someone that doesn't care at all of others. Seriously I need someone that listen to me.. So it's good that I have a pen-pal (yes, snail-mail), because in those letters I can write out some of my feelings. I'm sorry for my pen-pal that has to read it, but somehow it feels as if she'd really care and not just pretend to do (like someone else..). Thank you dear!

Now I have to go to sleep, because later today I'll go with my mother for some shopping (maybe) and also hopefully I get some pancakes for brunch (I have to get pancakes, american style, you know the thick and really unhealthy ones that you have syryp on?). P A N C A K E S ! MHHHHHH! (yes, I'm fat, whatever)

Very well my dear readers (the ones that I have and that I'm so thankful for) good night, because I have to sleep NOW!

the Karate Kid

So, I've seen the Karate Kid now, you know the film with Jackie Chan and Jaden Smith? Yes, you know what film I'm talking about. Sooo. I would say that it is a good film, because I cried and I think that if a film can make you feel something it is a good film. I cried = good film.

And here is the trailer if anyone don't know what I'm talking about:

Also I'm wondering why I keep this blog, haha, everything just feels so.. I don't know unnessecary right now. Everything and I don't know what to do about it either. Everything just sucks big time and yes I whine but whatever? Who cares? Seriously, I have no readers I'm just pretending that I have, pretend that somebody really care (insert: forever alone). Think it is time for a little pause here, I have to gather myself together and find something that makes me atleast a little bit happier. So see you later sometime (hopefully).