Some whining

I don't want to go, but I know I have to because I can't let other people down that much. It's enough that I had to turn down a few, I can't do it again only to stay at home by myself. But I want to be home, I want to sleep and take it easy, chill out. I know I have to drag myself away in a few hours, but not for long, because I don't like to go home by myself in the dark when it's late.. But one hour or something like that is better than not going at all I guess. After all, it's her birthday-party...

I'm so damn tired, that's how it is.