Good evening everyone!
Think that my updating will be better from now on, since I'm now alone again. So what have I done today? I've been to school, I walked home, I tried to cut my boyfriends hair, I ate with him, I helped him decide wish necktie he would buy, I went to a café, I went to the station, I cried, I cried a little more, and then I cried more and then I cried. Have I mentioned that I've cried today? Now you know.The reson you may ask. I'll tell you that it's because he will go back to China in a couple of days, we will not see eachother in a long time. I cried because now I have to get home to an empty apartment and sleep in an empty bed. I will not have anyone to eat or laugh with, I will not have anyone wiping my tears away. I have not been alone in like three and a halv week and now, alone. And I miss him..
Will stop this wining now and I will try to finish my essay in history now, but it's so hard and my eyes are so tired thanks to all my silly crying before (I think I have to mention that I barely cry whatever happened, not like this, so.. I'm not usually this weak, but now.. haha).
My life before having friends and boyfriend:
Stop saying you're weak. It has nothing to do with being weak; you're just vulnerable. That's a big difference. c: There's nothing shameful in crying.
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