Search and you will find me

Some people searched for these things above and found this blog.. My blog is so fat that you seem to find it if you search "i'm hungry what should i eat (?)". And also you'll find it if you search "gack fainted at a concert".. However it is really nice that people accidentaly finds my blog, I like it~

Home, sweet home

I was on a party until now, it was the most pathetic and most terrible party ever, but I can still have a good laugh at all the persons there, and I will, oh I will... Hopefully they'll stop drinking now so that they can get home without getting beat up or raped, because even if I don't know the others who were there I don't want anything bad happen to them. But.. Ahahaha! Laugh forever at them.

Waka waka eh-eh

Dreamhack starts today. I've been wondering the whole day how some can go to that level when they go there; not to play (they don't even have a computer with them (tards)) but to be there and get some money from nerds. Fun weekend all girls that goes there, hope you'll get money and that they're worth it!

Also I'm thinking about the reason behind my hands shaking like mad. I can't even write because they shake that much. I mean.. What the fuck?! Can't write more now...

Edit; USA, Y U SO GOOD AT GETTING PEOPLE TO HATE YOU?!

brb shaking (or something, I may not come back)

Checklist.

French test, done.
Evaluationg sources in History, done.
Text about Harvey Milk, done.
Keynote about Harvey Milk, almost done.
Analysis of The Dark Knight, just started.
Mathematics, a lot to do.

But today I was a really good student when coming home, but unfortunaly I missed precious time to talk with someone, so it sucks. I'm watching Top Model 16 right now and chillin' out.

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AAARGGGHHH!

I hate this day. Woke up one hour earlier than usual to get to the train, that didn't go. I don't have a bus-card and couldn't go by bus to school. I had nobody that could drive me there either. Also I thought that my test in French was this thursday but it's tomorrow. And because I couldn't get to school today I couldn't sign up for Amnesty tomorrow. So I'm not only hating this day I hate my freaking life right now. /end of complaining.

No just kidding, I'm hungry but I ate an unhealthy and fatty sandwhich before so I don't want to eat anything else today. Why? Because there was a shitload of cheese on that thing before and I don't even eat cheese anymore.
I haven't watch that film I should've watched either because I might have changed my mind about which film I want to do an analysis of.
I just want to cry right now, all this sucks so badly and I hate everything not just this day and my life. So.. See you another time in another space or something, because this space sucks. Uhuuhuhuh..
/end of complaining 4realzzz.

imma go study nao..

Those days when you get up one hour earlier than usual to get to the train in time just to notice that the train won't go any further and you can't go with the busses because you haven't got a card and you have to call your mother to get you home again when for once wanting to go to school because today you could do anything you wanted there..

Now I have to do all the things I had thought I would do in school at home. Have done some math, two pages actually and I have about ten more to go. Right now I have a pause and after this I'll try to read some German and French (fuck yeah, tests in both languages this thursday!) and then continue with math. I should watch The Dark Knight to because I have to do an analysis on it in Swedish and I should write my last evaluation of a source that I used in History... Much to do yes, but I have to (I've started a period of slackery in my life.. Why the hell am I behind in math?). However, I'll continue with the important stuff now..

See you! ~

U mad?

‘‘Jacob keep your shirt on!’’

‘‘NO!’’

I'm home from Gotham after a fabulous day and evening with dear Cilla. So, we kind of watched ‘‘Breaking Dawn - Part 1’’ and.. Haha, oh that was fun because there are countless jokes about the twilight-saga that we could wisper aaaaand therefore it was fun to watch it. Also trolled a little and bought the ‘‘Twilight-menu’’ so now I have an ugly bracelet which I'll never take of again (am I a fan in disguise?!)... However.. I'll never forget how many that thought that Jacob looked silly, uncute and almost ugly in the first film when I was like ‘‘I think he looks gooooood,’’and then in the second film Jacob suddenly has short hair and he takes of his shirt and all the girls (and boys?) went all crazy about him. Strange how some think that somebody is ugly one year and the other they've changed their opinion drasticly.

However the film wasn't great, I'm really dissapointed and if I wouldn't have as many twilight-jokes I would've been angry at myself for even watching the film (but I still think Jacob is a cutiepie (lol)). I want to spoil this movie, but I won't if anyone haven't watched it yet. Soooo...

 

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Frank is here

Hello again!
I should do some more schoolwork but this day wasn't that great so therefore I will watch a film instead. I've seen it before and I really like it, it's the film ‘‘Donnie Darko’’. I really like Jake Gyllenhaal so it's even greater thanks to him. I mean the story and all, wonderful.

Ooooh, and I watched ‘‘The King's Speech’’ in school, I really liked that film! I love films based on true events or persons. I think that it's really intresting since it happened for real. I mean, seeing others life, what they do, why they're memorable. I envy them a bit, I want to do something great, but probably I'll just end up as nothing, haha! Enough whining now.

Here's the two trailers for the two films mentioned above;

I clean now

Right now I'm trying to watch a disgusting film about our bodies different systems. I can't watch it though, because I'll probably faint or puke. Really disgusting... So I have to do something else and I thought, Why not update my blog?! So I did, now I'm here writing.

Tomorrow I'll go with Cilla to Gotham City and watch "Breaking Dawn", no I'm not into the Twilight-series, but I want to watch it anyway. Go Team Jacob.. Even if I know that you'll loose (no I have not read the last book, but who cares?).

Very well dear friends, I'll continue surfing around now and then some french before heading home. See you guys!

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I hate my life..

..And I want to die.

Baby I was born this way!

Swedes born this way?

Swede = rot crop

Swede = swedish person
Born this way = lady gaga

omg, I'm hilarious and my photoshopskills are fabulous! 

I'm tired.

Today I went with my class and three other classes from my school to Gotham City. Some "Knowledge fair" (don't know what to call it actually) where Universities and Colleges tried to inform future students about themselves. Got a lot of information and it feels good and I guess I'll read some of it, but we'll go to the same fair next year so I have time to decide..

Oh, and also we were at an exhibition called Destination X on the Museum of Worlds Culture or something like that. It was nice since I like exhibitions and all that stuff.

One thing that wasn't that great today was the bus that got delayed and therefore I couldn't speak with my bf, which sucked damn hard, tbh... Tomorrow I can't talk with him either because my class will have a party that I feel that I must attend to (don't want to!). Enough of all this whining, see you!

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I'm getting thin! 42kg!

Herpderp picture! However I don't know anything about the red thing next to my eyebrow in this picture, because the red thing doesn't exist in real life, lol? With this picture I wanted to show you how bored I am and how fluffy my hair is for some reason, I mean.. It should hang flat because of the weather, it's cold and humid outside.. It should be haning flat with ugly waves (my hair has waves, but these look kind of good because I had the power over them (created them with some kind of heating-tool, lol)).
Oh and one more thing about this picture that I noticed now! The white thing under my nose is NOT mucus (oh that word!), it's my piercing... And where the hell am I staring in this picture?! I'm so not looking good in this one, but w/e, I kind of liked the naked truth (want to insert lol here again, but I won't just to surprise you all a little).
Also I have no makeup.. Just kidding! My brows are filled in because they're invisible otherwise and I hate invisible eyebrows (on me, other might look good in it). However I'm starting a period of starvation now so that I'll look good and so that I'm thin (because somehow it's forbidden in this world to be soft/fat/chubby.. and because I want to be even more perfect than I already am, HELL YEAH!)).

Now.. Enough of jokes, as we all know I'll probably buy some unhealthy stuff tomorrow because I forgot to buy healthy stuff for lunch (that I should've had with me tomorrow to school...).. No jkjkjk, Starvation is the way to go (although I heared that grape is good for something digestive-related and coffee makes you shit so.. I guess I have to learn drink coffee and to combine it with grape (must taste awful together though)).

NOOO, this is going somewhere again.. I was about to finish this update soooo.. Well, see you some day (and don't take this to serious, okay?).

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Oh vad är det här för film?

"Ah, tro, hopp och besvikelse"

What's up people?

Just a small comeback or something. I like blogging I guess, even if I barely have any readers, haha! So.. Tomorrow it's time for school again and I don't want to... But I have to. I have to study and work hard to become something (I'd like) in life.

However I'm still not happy and I still feel as if there's a black cloud around me, that I can't see trough, not even a glimse of sunshine is reaching me. Also I'm sick and tired of someone, for real, someone that doesn't care at all of others. Seriously I need someone that listen to me.. So it's good that I have a pen-pal (yes, snail-mail), because in those letters I can write out some of my feelings. I'm sorry for my pen-pal that has to read it, but somehow it feels as if she'd really care and not just pretend to do (like someone else..). Thank you dear!

Now I have to go to sleep, because later today I'll go with my mother for some shopping (maybe) and also hopefully I get some pancakes for brunch (I have to get pancakes, american style, you know the thick and really unhealthy ones that you have syryp on?). P A N C A K E S ! MHHHHHH! (yes, I'm fat, whatever)

Very well my dear readers (the ones that I have and that I'm so thankful for) good night, because I have to sleep NOW!

the Karate Kid

So, I've seen the Karate Kid now, you know the film with Jackie Chan and Jaden Smith? Yes, you know what film I'm talking about. Sooo. I would say that it is a good film, because I cried and I think that if a film can make you feel something it is a good film. I cried = good film.

And here is the trailer if anyone don't know what I'm talking about:

Also I'm wondering why I keep this blog, haha, everything just feels so.. I don't know unnessecary right now. Everything and I don't know what to do about it either. Everything just sucks big time and yes I whine but whatever? Who cares? Seriously, I have no readers I'm just pretending that I have, pretend that somebody really care (insert: forever alone). Think it is time for a little pause here, I have to gather myself together and find something that makes me atleast a little bit happier. So see you later sometime (hopefully).